Hi.
Camp Robi is over for this year. It was perfect in every way, except for the ending, which means that Matilda has returned home and the cottage is empty.
This has been a terrible year for me. I find myself just focusing on the positive and moving forward the best that I can. I also dislike that the world is changing and I am 66 years old. I want to see how this all turns out, but it will be many, many years before the world settles down with its brand new version if itself.
I am angry at myself for a few things this year. (remember that it is my “new year”) I have spent so much time making things (ART, Quilts, Sweaters) for people, who do not even say thank you or seem grateful. (the projects were gifts, not paid commissions) Quarantine has changed friendships and aren’t you amazed at the power of social media?
One day I said to Larry, I have not heard from so-and-so I hope that they are ok…..he said: Why are you worried? They only made fun of us, calling us names of prim and proper TV sit-com people, laughing at us behind our backs. I said:Gosh. All this time, I thought they were just teasing us. If I used the word BUMMER, I would put it right here.
I am completely off of Face Book now and have a private Instagram with only my favorite of all people as friends and I have a public Instagram where any Tom, Dick or Harry can check out what is happening. I will try to put a widget for my public Instagram on the side…….how do you do that? I giggle.
(Look for robintoujours on Instagram. It is public. ? Wink.)
I AM tired. Exhausted in fact. I see my oncologist next week and hope to figure a few things out. Till then, I thank you for reading blog, remembering my birthday, sending good thoughts, texts and sharing happy moments.
Life is a tricky balance. How are YOU doing? Email me of you need to talk. If you need a friend, in fact, even if I am like June Lockheart…..I am still a good friend. (I honestly did not know that our friends were making fun of us. Perhaps that says it all)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/June_Lockhart
The rant is over. I am boiling potatoes for potato salad…..have to scoot.
Love you beyond the moon.
Me